Seriously

Some days I hate you,

while others I love you.

I can't seem to move when I am near you,

and at times I struggle to say good bye.

The weight of this relationship,

is very strong.

You hold me down, 

and at times it's hard to see where this will go.

There's days when I am with you for 12 hours,

and days I only am for 6 or less.

Our relationship is rocky,

but you are always there. 

Even if I wanted to,

I could never fully leave you.

You are what brings my days to an end,

and my mornings to a start.

My depression made me grow stronger to you,

but at times I wish we were apart.

You feel stronger than gravity, 

as you comfortably hold my body.

I try not to let you,

 but you always win.

So here is to telling my sadness goodbye.

I just want to be with you for 7-9 hours a day.

I am tired of your weight all over me. 

I am tired of sleeping with you so much it bears me.

You exhaust me more than I should be,

when I stay for 15 hours or more. 

Goodbye for a little bit bed.