warm almost from beneath the blade.
My soul sad, and body in pain, but yet
in this moment I felt so good.
Tears strolling down my face,
but to me a release.
A balloon of emotions, slowly
losing air.
How I felt during these moments,
was so weird to some.
Yet, I have since became better
I yearn to feel this again.
Someway and anyhow,
I want that balloon to slowly pop.
I want to feel let go of these emotions,
I am feeling.
I feel alone again,
lost in despair, and blood filled tears.
Wiping down my face, and my whole.
I do not want anyone in this moment,
and it feels as though it will last forever.
Please just let me discharge this pain.
Just let me go.
If there is another way,
sell it to me, I am begging you.
If not, I will find myself deep,
in the bathroom, or maybe in the sink.
I will, I will, I will.
I have lost all self-control.
As some think, it is easy.
It is not.
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