You will call me Mom

I think about you every day
from the type I wake up to the time I sleep

I have thought about you since I was young
I have wanted you since I was young

Though you are not here
and you won't be here for awhile

I have made sacrifices for you even before this day
and I will all your life

You have not even been made yet
and maybe it is because my parents messed up

but I have this idea of you and me
and whoever that makes it to that day

your brothers and sisters
and I want to give you this perfect life

it feels at time I am meant to be a mother
and I honestly would not care if you came from another

I love you now and I do not know you
I know you will cause me so much stress

and at times make life hard to bare
but I know you will bring that happiness I need

that happiness I want
that part of me that always feels so empty

I will do anything for you
make sure your warm when the rain is coming down

you will have the perfect Dad at all your games
you will eat healthy, and exercise

you will call me Mom