Stop fighting with yourself
You only get nowhere
They would say
Only you can set the pain on a shelf
Aside to hide
I never wanted to store it away
Expressing what I care
Was the best way for me to abide
The laws and the way this society puts everything at bay
I was quiet
Even though I expressed my diet
How I would binge and purge
When no one was looking
At times I could not handle the ways
People acted like everything was okay
I was skinny but I never would puke or starve
I would stress and express
To anyone that was cooking
I disagreed with people
Even when it was deep
Society may be crazy
And I was one to tear
Everything apart searching for answers
I was never lazy
Stop crying to yourself
You only get nowhere
They would say
While you all decay
On the knowledge you share
But don't care to listen and would rather stay unaware
I would say
